What's pday without rollerblading to Fall Out Boy?
september 30th, 2015
"people will tell you that love hurts-that is will tear you apart before you can fathom what is happening but i think that people are a little confused. love is lovely. love binds, love makes us irrational in a way that turns dreams into something tangible. it is only when love is lost that we feel the sorrow set in. it is only when love is lost that our ribs have no defense against the loneliness that creeps in through the cracks. it is not the love that hurts-it is the lack of it."
"when i was 6 years old a skinned knee was a ten. the worst pain i knew, and the worst thing i'd felt. at age 11 what i hated most was being grounded, unable to see those i cared for most. at 17 my tragedy was heartbreak-the realization that the person who meant the world to me felt nothing when they saw my face. the realization that people lie, and say certain words because they want certain things. at 21 my ten is looking outside my window. my ten is witnessing the hatred that fills the human race. i miss my skinned knees."
Not a ton has happened this week, so I thought I would share a few of my journal entries. I know I always say this, but seriously when you are in a historic site for 7 hours and you only get 5 or 6 tours your brain does some wild things.
this wolf wants you to know that you're lame
So, you've all heard the news: VIRGINIA WILL BE MY HOME FOR 6 MONTHS. ♥
I'm so excited. I leave in less than a week. I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS TIME HAS ACTUALLY COME. On Wednesday I will leave beautiful Nauvoo at 3:30 AM, and I will start a new adventure with new people, new rules, and basically a new everything. WISH ME LUCK.
So, last pday was fantastic. We went to Buffalo Wild Wings and they were playing THE BEST music. The 1975 and arctic monkeys. Hmmmm. Tender mercies everywhere. Then we went shopping and roller skating!! Okay, that was a blast.
I love the sisters here and I am soo sad to leave them. But change is good, right??? RIGHT??
I love you all. Sorry this is so short. I'll talk to you all next Tuesday :))
The Deep End-Scary Kids Scaring Kids
Machines-Crown the Empire
P.S. I HELD A KITTEN THIS WEEK